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Saturday, November 7, 2009
Life do sucks huh .
Anyeong , Meera is not happy . The pb - Annie said was true . Im sorry to say bad things hor . Im bad . VERY bad . I wasted my tears for him . Okay lets move on . Thats Meera . Im still Meera yang hyper tu . Haha . Well , he ask for break yesterday . I got heart attack my heart starts to skip one beat another continuosly . I ran into the room and started crying . My aunt never realised . LOL . Weird ppl . Haha , joking . Then bibik saw me crying she never ask anything she kept quiet . Depressed man . Then i he kept on texting me . What kind of a boyfriend is that . Dont know how to solve it properly . Dont want to discuss properly . So he ask me then i say im speechless then i say i forgive him and so on . Then he ask can we be friends ? Then i say sure . But what my heart says in your dreams bby . What a evil me . Then i went inside my aunt's room because its air-conditioned so i listen to my mp3 . Guess what , i was dizzy and fall to the ground . And suddenly i got a text msg from my dearest frind Finaa . Well , its so nice of her . I want to thanked , Finaa , Bestie Eyqyn , Syahmi and so on . Well mostly is the couples which is Syahmi and Eyqyn . Thank you so much hor . Dont woory ive move on . I promise Syahmi that i will leave all the memories at my aunt house so i will . Kept thinking about it . And the story im watching which is a korean drama is in the same situation as me , crap . Back to the old me . Yeah ! i miss the old me . Hehs . Even though i kept thinking about him Eyqyn kept distracting me , haha . Thanks alot sister ! Haha . Through the night i cant sleep same goes to Eyqyn and Syahmk again . They hace their own problems so non of you guys buisness hor . I slept at 1 wake up at 423 and slept again at 742 and woke up at 926 . I text Eyqyn and i realised that she is woke up already . hehs . Well , sisters mah . Same feelings . Well , got connection hor . Well , through the night i listen to radio 95.0fm . They are having top 40 countdown so they play the song down for preview like that then tears slowly flowing from deep deep inside my eyes . And if you see me youll realised my eyes are going to be panda eyes , i hate them alot . I wonder if i can sleep tonight . Ohmygoshie . Alot problems inside my head . Sigh . Life life . I want to have a good life with a nice boyfriend who have a heart . And and i miss yusry's hot voice , lOL ? Haha . I miss my home !!!! You suck i suck we suck . I love you , G-D . Byebye syg . ;D |